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THE WEDDING DRESS

The orange silk cascades like water;
the threads and sequins glow like fire.
The contradictions were fitting.

The fabric carries the scent of spice
and a balmy dress shop.
But the strands quivered with more than glitter.
The vibration of voices.

Had the seamstress sewn more than beads.
Did she know a nervous bride would wear this?
Had she chosen the fiery cloth and
Placed it against her own brown skin
Saying, "Yes, this will do"?
Thin hands weaving through chiffon flames.
Paisleys born in sparks of gold!

Yes, she knew what a wedding dress needed
-A modest collar to show off

a black and gold mangal sutra
and a lean throat...
A bodice luring admirers
to the intricate designs
and sensuous curves...
A duppatta to veil eyes
lined with kajol,
flashing and flirting beneath...
Delicate ribbons on the waist,
tied by mehndi etched hands
and loosened by anothers.

She also knew what a wife needed and
she spun the breath of her experience.
She wove in courage and patience
and bit off threads of envy.

She lined the sleeves carefully,
so passion seeped into the arms.
She chuckled at the new wife
who thinks she knows it all,
how to live and love.
Love yourself before loving others,
she whispered, as she stitched the seams.

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Ashini Desai calls herself an Indian-American, not to be politically correct but to acknowledge the two cultures that have shaped her. She graduated from Rutgers University with an English degree, worked in the nonprofit arena for several years and is now a computer consultant. She has published a short story and poem in "Shakti Kee Awaaz", a 1997 anthology of writings by South Asian women. She has also published poems and book reviews on the web.


 

 

 

 

 





 

 

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